ILL

Today I have stayed in bed pretty much the whole day with a stupid damn cold. I hate them. I could of made it into school if I'd have tried, actually made an effort and got up, or something. However Im sure we have all been there when the thought of dragging yourself around school ill, does not quite live up to the idea of staying in the comfort of your bed, whilst watching your favoutite tv programme. So i decided to stay at home, and quite glad I did, Ive been coughing all day. As I am writing this I am sat in bed in my pajamas, after having watched tv for about 4 hours. Part of me is regretting not going in, as I almost feel that when I am not around my friends, they are bitching behind my back. Though that is probably just me being insecure. I have really good friends and hope that they wouldn't do that. Though I do feel like I may have missed out on some gossip. I think its sometimes good to take some time out to yourself, I'm not recommending taking the day of school, but it has given me time to myself, which I actually rarely get. And when I do the time is always occupied. See I get up in the morning get ready, go to sixth form so Im with my friends, come home my sister is here, and yes I usually lock myself in my room, but its to do homework, or phone friends. Dinner, I'm with my parents, then in the evening, I'm watching tv or reading or speaking to friends again. I actually very rarely take time out to just sit. Literally just sit. And think about things. I think its necessary. Thats why I really enjoy doing this blog. Because it really does give me some time for me to get everything out in the open, and deal with the issues that are on my mind. Anyway I really had better be getting on with some homework. Keep getting distracted. Ah well there is always tomorrow.
Clover x

Thoughts in my head :/

Hello, firstly the facebook page is fully up and running, and getting a few fans now so that really means a lot, really wanting the fan base to keep growing though, so really hope that my fans are inviting people :) I really do appreciate every fan that I have. Right completely forgotten what I was wanting to say. Always happens. Haha. No that was it, I was going to explain how confused I am. You see I am writing this now at 25 to 2 in the morning, and I have a dentists appointment tomorrow so I really should be getting some sleep, but you know when you just can't because things are whirling around in your head and keeping you awake, well its one of those nights. I have been out for a friends birthday this evening, so was planning on getting to bed pretty soon after, and I did try, but the thoughts in my head are keeping me up. I think, im not sure, so im stressing the word THINK, that I may be in love with P.B, though im genuinelly not sure. My heads a mess at the mo. Guys do have the ability to completely take over your mind, and make it almost impossible to complete a task without somehow relating it to them. Like even this evening, I was out with the girls, but I just wanted to be with him. I know I havn't truelly explained the whole situation with P.B (potential boyfriend for those new readers - read previous posts), but it really is complicated and will take quite a long time to explain, and at this time in the morning, when I need to be getting up early, it's probably best that I actually get some sleep.
Clover x

Wow..... It's been a while :/

Ok wow, well it has been quite a while since I did my last post, so genuine apologies for that. Quite a lot has happened. Well when I say quite a lot that is probably understatement of the century. But I promise I am back, and back for good. Basically you know P.B (potential boyfriend) well a lot happened with him, and other things so don't worry I will be letting you know all about that, there is also a whole change in the friend situation, and my sexual experience situation. Do not worry all of this will be explained in soooo much more detail, once I get back into writing these blogs. I have also started up a facebook page now, which can be found by searching for www.thelifeofclover.blogspot.com in the facebook search bar, and its the one with my iconic picture :). Or click on the link http://www.facebook.com/pages/wwwthelifeofcloverblogspotcom/300236503257?ref=ts  On facebook feel free to leave some posts and comments. For those of you who are new to this please read some previous posts by using the sidebar. Nothing else I think I need to say in this post, other than I am back, please don't worry I won't be going again any time soon. Ill keep you posted
Clover x