Today I have stayed in bed pretty much the whole day with a stupid damn cold. I hate them. I could of made it into school if I'd have tried, actually made an effort and got up, or something. However Im sure we have all been there when the thought of dragging yourself around school ill, does not quite live up to the idea of staying in the comfort of your bed, whilst watching your favoutite tv programme. So i decided to stay at home, and quite glad I did, Ive been coughing all day. As I am writing this I am sat in bed in my pajamas, after having watched tv for about 4 hours. Part of me is regretting not going in, as I almost feel that when I am not around my friends, they are bitching behind my back. Though that is probably just me being insecure. I have really good friends and hope that they wouldn't do that. Though I do feel like I may have missed out on some gossip. I think its sometimes good to take some time out to yourself, I'm not recommending taking the day of school, but it has given me time to myself, which I actually rarely get. And when I do the time is always occupied. See I get up in the morning get ready, go to sixth form so Im with my friends, come home my sister is here, and yes I usually lock myself in my room, but its to do homework, or phone friends. Dinner, I'm with my parents, then in the evening, I'm watching tv or reading or speaking to friends again. I actually very rarely take time out to just sit. Literally just sit. And think about things. I think its necessary. Thats why I really enjoy doing this blog. Because it really does give me some time for me to get everything out in the open, and deal with the issues that are on my mind. Anyway I really had better be getting on with some homework. Keep getting distracted. Ah well there is always tomorrow.
Clover x
